Sunday, December 11, 2005
hmm... leaving for the airport in 12 hours. feeling rather ambivalent now. want to stay here for christmas, enjoying the independence and serenity of my room.. and i'll miss the bankside company! it feels sad when you see people everyday for an entire term and then suddenly you leave for 3 weeks. on the other hand i want to go back to catch up with friends. but yet i know that 3 weeks is a very short time to do any significant catching up. it seems more like i'm going back to salvage relationships before i go for the next 6 months long-haul, to remind people i still exist even though everyone has moved on.
fine ignore me, i'm just being grumpy and lazy.
i shall endeavour to excercise more when i get back to sg since its warmer. hmm... feels more like i'm going on holiday than going home. hope mom hasn't gone on a fengshui rampage and decided to re-orientate all the furniture in my room. yeah i think the last time it was because i was sleeping directly one level above the stove or something that was contributing to "a bad temper". okay....
went to the natural history museum today! was quite fun except that it was packed and there were tons of kids running around and they're so short you can't see them even though they're in your way. argh. maybe they should all wear tall hats so at least i can see them while they scamper around me. argh. and i am convinced strollers are secret weapons for adults to force their way through crowds and stab the ankles of people who refuse to give way. also didn't have enough energy to finish seeing the entire place. i realised that i had seen the museum before in documentaries on tv. haha.
okay i shall stop being grumpy
Songs of the day:
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
Let It Snow - Boyz II Men
Split Screen Sadness - John Mayer
I would walk
500 miles;2:09 am
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