Wednesday, April 11, 2007
why am i not surprised?
the world never fails to screw me over all the time. and how do i know this? because everything possible that can go wrong and is out of my control never fails to go wrong. all the time. everytime. its fucked.
and above all this i am supposed to believe that there is a god. who knows that everytime he decides to screw me over it just makes me less wanting to embrace him. honestly, do you get a kick out of this? is this supposed to be a lesson. yes number 1 don't own anything. number 2 don't use any public infrastructure. number 3 buy insurance because i may get knocked down by a car tomorrow. or the tube may blow up and i may get blown to pieces. or maybe as i am walking to school i may get struck by lightning. or maybe my bag will get wrecked by customs. oh no that did happen! bloody hell. it happens again and again and again. i have spent my entire year fighting fires.
maybe its fengshui. maybe its a curse. drastic action needs to be taken.
its all fucked up my friends, its all fucked up
I would walk
500 miles;11:27 pm
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